no one even reads these

so i am gonna type without proper sentence structure, punctuation, capitalization, grammar, and possibly sometimes even spelling.

so hey there, nobody! i am listening to john mayer right now, looking out my dorm window at the darkish parking lot. there are so, so many cars out there. i wonder the story behind all of them. like... how many of those cars have been in wrecks and then restructured to work again? how many are currently dead? keys locked in? out of gas? make loud, embarrassing noises when you open the door or start the engine? how many are brand new or super old? or how about this - in how many of those cars has there been the conception of a child? hahaha.. that one i am gonna leave unanswered.

not that i am planning on answering any of the other questions, but if i were to choose one to definitely not try to answer, it would be that last one there.

ANYWAYS! i am so cozy in this position. i was so content to look out there for a while and just think and kind of let my eyes go in and out of focus. its just been one of those days where i desire this total relaxation :)

tonight i will leave the none of you with a few artists to look into on youtube:

daniel roosevelt

john mayer

the rocket summer



i love all three.

p.s. i feel like i want to be in Hutsonville.. the sad truth is that i really don't want to be there. i just dont want to be here. i feel like i wasted most of my high school days resenting the people in my class whereas now i just want to go back and be friends with them and have the memories of ridiculousness they all did. i missed my chance. for anyone who might be reading this or in high school now, dont waste it! and if you did what i did, try to find a way to make it happen for you again (not going back to high school, but making wonderful memories with a lot of potentially great people)